I sat in my awkward fashion, unzipped the bag,...
By gabriel5, 09:12I sat in my
awkward fashion, unzipped the bag, pulled out my
padARTISAN, it said on the frontGiven the
level of my current skills, that was a jokeI
grubbed deeper and brought out my box of colored
pencilsI drew and colored quickly, hardly looking at what
I was doingI shaded up from an arbitrary
horizon-line, stroking my Venus Yellow from side
to side with wild abandon, sometimes going over
the ship (it would be the first tanker in the
world to come down with yellow jaundice, I
reckoned) and not caringWhen I had the sunset
band to what seemed like the right depth - it was
dying fast now - I grabbed the orange and shaded
more, and heavierThen I went back to the ship,
not thinking, just putting a series of angular
black lines on my paperWhen I was done, it was almost full dark86
To the left, the three palms clatteredBelow and beyond me - but not so far beyond chanel bags collection now,
the tide was coming back in - the Gulf of Mexico
sighed, as if it had had a long day and there was
more work to do yetOverhead there were now thousands of stars, and
more appearing even as I lookedThis was here all the time, I thought, and
recalled something Melinda used to say when she
heard a song she really liked on the radio: It had
me from helloBelow my rudimentary tanker, I
scratched the word HELLO in small lettersSo far
as I can remember (and I'm better at that now), it
was the first time in my life I named a pictureAnd as names go, it's a good one, isn't it? In
spite of all the damage that followed, I still
think that's the perfect name for a picture drawn
by a man who was trying his best not to be sad
anymore - who was trying to remember how it felt
to be happyI put my pencil down, and that was
when Big Pink spoke to me for the first timeIts
voice was tiffany and co necklace softer than the sigh of the Gulf's
breathing, but I heard it quite well just the same87
I've been waiting for you, it saidvi
That was my year for talking to myself, and
answering myself backSometimes other voices
answered back as well, but that night it was just
me, myself, and I"Houston, this is Freemantle, do you copy,
Houston?" Leaning into the fridgeThinking,
Christ, if this is basic staples, I'd hate to see
what it would look like if the kid really decided
to load up - I could wait out World War III"Ah, roger, Freemantle, we copy
"Ah, we have bologna, Houston, that's a go on the
bologna, do you copy?"
"Roger, Freemantle, we read you loud and clearWhat's your mayo situation?"
We were a go for mayo, tooI made two bologna
sandwiches on white - where I grew up, children
are raised to believe mayonnaise, bologna, and
white bread are the food of the gods - and buy miu miu ate
them at the kitchen tableIn the pantry I found a
stack of Table Talk Pies, both apple and blueberry88
I began to think of changing my will in favor of
Jack CantoriAlmost sloshing with food, I went back to the
living room, snapped on all the lights, and looked
at HelloBut it was
interestingThe scribbled afterglow had a sullen,
furnacey quality that was startlingThe ship
wasn't the one I'd seen, but mine was interesting
in a spooky sort of wayIt was little more than a
scarecrow ship, and the overlapping scribbles of
yellow and orange had turned it into a ghost-ship,
as well, as if that peculiar sunset were shining
right through itI propped it atop the TV, against the sign reading
THE OWNER REQUESTS THAT YOU AND YOUR GUESTS DO NOT
SMOKE INDOORSI looked at it a moment longer,
thinking it needed something in the foreground - a
smaller boat, maybe, just to lend the large gucci bag one on the
horizon some perspective - but I no longer wanted
to drawBesides, adding something might fuck up
what little charm the thing hadI tried the
telephone instead, thinking if it wasn't working
yet I could call Ilse on my cell, but Jack had
been on top of that, too89
I thought I'd probably get her machine - college
girls are busy girls - but she answered on the
first ring"Daddy?" That startled me so much that
at first I couldn't speak and she said it again"Dad?"
"Yes," I said"How did you know?"
"The callback number's got a 941 area codeThat's
where that Duma place isHow are you,
kiddo?"
"FineThe question is, how are you?"
"I'm all rightBetter than all right, actually
"The fellow you hired - ?"
"He's got gameThe bed's made and the fridge is
fullI got here and took a five-hour nap
There was a pause, and when she spoke again she
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